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| Dee Sekar |
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| The Table It's funny what bought us together. Four tired legs and a wooden surface. You gave me a fantastic look of contempt with your yellow-stained, bulging eyes peering out from behind a heavy black set of frames. Your look was as clear as someone shouting "hello there!" or "my name is..." However, your introduction was wordless and inaudible. Your introduction would be remembered for its hostility. "Move your books, you table-hogger," you silently screamed through your soulless windows. |
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| Not one to shy away from a challenge, I moved my books but two can play at that game. I glared back tacitly and ensuring I had a joyous smirk in my eyes, I beamed back, "there you go. Grumpy sod." You sat down with a colossal slump which caused our mutual friend, The Table to wobble unsteadily and creak slowly to the left and then to the right. A pathetic attempt to remind us It had lost Its oak strength over the years after bitter onslaughts from children's sticky fingers bruising Its thinning legs to fool-hardy noughts and crosses dotting Its fragile exterior and mental arithmetic retards scratching out sums on Its surface. The Table had not seen or smelt polish since the day It had been created. When Its contours were traced over and over again with the distinguished pride of Its master. Now, the only tracing It felt was that of fat fingers repeatedly following the hollow marks that had been etched brazenly across Its dull brown skin: "F*** U, U C****!!!!!" It's creak was if to plead, "Please, leave me out of this." |
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| You opened up your newspaper and that is when the sounds began. A low, heavy breathing which, if overheard by a passing lady, would give her cause to turn and panic. A thunderous hoarse wheeze with a triumphant several second hiss just before your pitiful lungs gasped for more air to absorb into your rotten body. Your deep inhalation caused your obese chest and bulging eyes to grow even larger. The grey, hairy patches of your skin seemed to be laughing at me. You emitted a stale, dark stench; a culmination of your breath, body and hair. A power ball of odour which seeps into everything that it surrounds. A triumphant unwashed mass who Cezanne would have been proud to know. However you, I'm sure, are talentless and futile. |
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| You begin to peer over at me when you think I'm not looking. You take a long, hard stare at my face, then my clothes, my books and then seethe with anger at the small, tidy heap of chewing gum wrappers and bits of used papers I have folded into small squares. |
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| I rise up to this duel and glare right back. Of course, when you are not looking. You are an embarrassing mix of sickly yellow and dirty grey. You look like a cake-mix which has been stirred but then left and forgotten. Completely unwanted and unloved. You are so grotesque, but why do I desire to photograph you and remember you? |
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| To top it all, you're reading a cheap tabloid. 'Something...something...World War II' is all I can make out from the crooked angle you hold your paper with your swollen right hand involuntarily shaking every few seconds. |
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| What? Something drops on the blurred headline I'm trying to make out. Yuck - a drool of spit. There goes another one. I look up to your face expecting to see you foaming at the mouth and raring to expel a saliva clump my way. But wait, I am wrong. For these damp drops are falling from your yellow, bulging eyes. The cholesterol-filled sacs are unwillingly shedding some of their weight. Your trembling, swollen hand reaches up to swat them away. But it is too late. For I have seen your tears. |
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| The Mask Pick it up child and embrace it with your trembling fingers. Trace the shapes, the curves, rough and tender, Mark your own eyes with its eyes, Your mouth kisses its porcelain lips. Feel its own skin rubbing against yours, The shiver of becoming one numbs you rigid. This is what it feels like to lie next to someone so cold. |